New year came..2011... I had a different and “more” exciting plan. I was going to go to Amsterdam. It would have been a new, exciting experience- (all in all didn‘t I say I want to adapt this motto: It is an exciting adventure-okay I‘ll do it?). Therefore I even had more then one friend going there… (I guess Amsterdam has become the “newest” trend for New Year Eve?)
Anyhow… plans changed. It didn’t work out.. That’s okay…I got invited- my friend insisted for me to come to this party. So I stayed in my old history filled city. It was a Party in a Auto house, many people, many chances to run into someone old from the past.
Every few minutes someone tipped onto my shoulders. ANDYYYY, nahhh I don’t believe it. Some I even had to look twice-1st acquaintances they had changed so much, I didn’t recognize them at all… super crazy, beard, glasses, long hair, short hair, tall, chubby… then the 2nd acquaintances When did we last talk?, I mean when I left?-why are you happy to see me, again? (no, I am really just joking, it was nice to see everyone, just strange)
3rd acquaintances I just didn’t even remember their names…
Well very strange, but also exciting and comfortably nice. I had a great time. Also A great time reminiscing onto my past.
It’s exactly 2 days before my last day in Germany. I believe it might be okay to feel a little sad and dream from what was!? Right.. Of course I would like it to be a: “ romanced filled- always happy going past” to remember.. So I got to leave out a lot.. I don’t remember having a good happy ending in any love relations, then?
Anyways… Romeo and Juliette. The book of the greatest love story ever. I received that book as a present when I was young. It has a lot of memories combined and I just had to find it. My mother is moving and therefore I wasn’t even sure in which room to look.
I ended up finding the book, not only that. I found a book with love notes, friend notes.. So many memories, a lot of old pictures and more. There I was sitting for hours just reminiscing, dreaming, floating somewhere else in a different time of this universe.
Reading my past is quite shocking?!- I have changed into such a different person, more wisdom (which will grow as I do), more values and believes, more self confidence and strength, a bigger more selfless self. I sometimes even believe I purposely forgot about some of my own past. There had been Many hurt feelings and a lot of problems!- Who wouldn’t want to erase the bad ones?! Therefore it was even better to skip over those and reminisce over my old loves, old friends, old innocence, So, Tell me have you ever found old memories and have looked back and said: Wooow, I have totally changed?!
Anyhow… plans changed. It didn’t work out.. That’s okay…I got invited- my friend insisted for me to come to this party. So I stayed in my old history filled city. It was a Party in a Auto house, many people, many chances to run into someone old from the past.
Every few minutes someone tipped onto my shoulders. ANDYYYY, nahhh I don’t believe it. Some I even had to look twice-1st acquaintances they had changed so much, I didn’t recognize them at all… super crazy, beard, glasses, long hair, short hair, tall, chubby… then the 2nd acquaintances When did we last talk?, I mean when I left?-why are you happy to see me, again? (no, I am really just joking, it was nice to see everyone, just strange)
3rd acquaintances I just didn’t even remember their names…
Well very strange, but also exciting and comfortably nice. I had a great time. Also A great time reminiscing onto my past.
It’s exactly 2 days before my last day in Germany. I believe it might be okay to feel a little sad and dream from what was!? Right.. Of course I would like it to be a: “ romanced filled- always happy going past” to remember.. So I got to leave out a lot.. I don’t remember having a good happy ending in any love relations, then?
Anyways… Romeo and Juliette. The book of the greatest love story ever. I received that book as a present when I was young. It has a lot of memories combined and I just had to find it. My mother is moving and therefore I wasn’t even sure in which room to look.
I ended up finding the book, not only that. I found a book with love notes, friend notes.. So many memories, a lot of old pictures and more. There I was sitting for hours just reminiscing, dreaming, floating somewhere else in a different time of this universe.
Reading my past is quite shocking?!- I have changed into such a different person, more wisdom (which will grow as I do), more values and believes, more self confidence and strength, a bigger more selfless self. I sometimes even believe I purposely forgot about some of my own past. There had been Many hurt feelings and a lot of problems!- Who wouldn’t want to erase the bad ones?! Therefore it was even better to skip over those and reminisce over my old loves, old friends, old innocence, So, Tell me have you ever found old memories and have looked back and said: Wooow, I have totally changed?!
Trying to take picture of the beautiful fireworks... didn't work out well.. Hmm now that I am thinking bout it, I didn't even get a New years kiss!
Inside .. lot's of people
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